Baby Fish Rene, You can be BETTER..

A new day for me...totally brand new....ermmm...i got a wound...deeply in my heart..just feel hurt and i know i will be better and get well soon...what i need is TIME...i know i can...
Suddenly this come into my mind....When i heard this...totally heart breaking...This song i heard from my fren i pod for the first time, that time when i hear, i feel nothing and the melody is very nice..when u go through the lyrics is really heart breaking...At first, i thought i can stand for it, but i am wrong..I CANT...i know i am giving up all the things now..but i promise i will be back myself soon...

吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对

都学不会 把爱敷衍

用笑容来把眼泪催眠

笑不能笑 哭不敢哭

人不像人 鬼不像鬼

朋友都说这 不过失恋

但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了

我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了

能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了

我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍

After this song i heard another song...and it is about....

After this song, i heard another song..and it is about...

你有权利情绪化

你不一定要坚强

但有些事情 不能伪装

别为自己设了框

我懂失去的悲伤 也懂进退的挣扎

但想起过去 都是失望

又何必要放不下

是习惯 还是爱

不放心 还是不甘心

只有你自己知道解答

其实你没有那么爱他

真的不需要那么想他

编织过的梦想 自己也可以抵达

谁说一定要有他

其实你没有那么爱他

没有深陷到不可自拔

认清了真心话你就放得下

我懂失去的悲伤 也懂进退的挣扎

但想起过去 都是失望

又何必要放不下

是习惯 还是爱

不放心 还是不甘心

只有你自己知道解答

其实你没有那么爱他

真的不需要那么想他

编织过的梦想 自己也可以抵达

谁说一定要有他

其实你没有那么爱他

没有深陷到不可自拔

认清了真心话你就放得下

深呼吸 抬头望

发现天空很宽广

这世界那麽大

幸福总会在某个地方

其实你没有那么爱他

真的不需要那么想他

拥有过的计划留给值得的对象

你知道不会是他

其实你没有那么爱他

没有深陷到不可自拔

认清了真心话你就放得下

But at the end...i think the first song suit me more... everytime when i hear this two songs...i'm like forcing myselfy to choose between this two songs..i will still go for the first song..for this moment i do not want to forget those memories..although is hurting...if i force myself to forget it means that i will remember them more..just let the TIME bring all my sadness away...i know i will get well soon...and i know i MUST not I WILL...

P.S- Do not ask me why, friends... i do not wish to answer those questions....after read my blog...just keep it in heart and support me silently...