Emo....T.T,,,

This morning i met ken wei in front of Taylor's college...he came to collect the SAM result.... i jus passed him some gifts that i have already bought during the melaka and penang trip... we din have lunch together because he is rushing... we jus chat about 5 minutes den he have to leave d.... he told me that he is going to fetch his sister to the hospital.... em...we din see each other for one month...i think... he still the same...no difference... jus the hair grow long d... and still very thin...thats all i can describehim lorr....i guess

Den i had my lunch with chris and nicole in ASIA CAFE.... really miss those days when we eat together.... eat with my college friends.... i really enjoyed my college life...when i think of this...i feel like crying ady... i know i am going to miss my subang life and college life....what i want to say is "I HATE GOODBYE"....we are departed and i really miss my friends.... i do not know what make us so close to each other....and i cant remember when are we so close to each other.... jus 9 months in taylors... but i feel like we are living like a family...like how the brothers take care the sisters....sweet rite? anyway..jus miss subang ler....

I miss everyone in my class, teachers, the mamak in subang, asia cafe, FTZ (although i do not visit there often), housemates and of course the place i am staying when i study here.... when i packing my things...i feel sad because i am going to move out in the end of this month... Friends, take good care of yourself and good luck in your future ya? we will be meeting each other soon!!

Result was Out....

em...result was out....and for me..i think i done quite badly ler...actualy i wish to go singapore de... but now..i don think i can get the application already... i expected i will get higher de...so got a bit disappointed with my result le... i don know should i be happy or sad... what makes me feel happy is.. i can study v my college friends again.... what make me feel sad is... i cant go into singapore.. i wish to change my study atmosphere and now i cannot change a different atmosphere and study d.... in kuala lumpur...i think i will think nonsense again ler... so me, myself also feel very confused... do not know which university i am going to choose.... with my result now..i can get into every single university if i study mass comm.... i do not plan to study law because i have to work really really hard... business pula... the first year i have to go through the stupid account and economics again...so i feel annoyed because of this two subject... i choose mass communicaton because i like to talk and socialize... i think is suitable for my attitude... this is what my aunties, uncles, teachers, friends told me larr.... so i think i am going to study this.... the problem is ... which university should i choose for.... TAYLORS? KDU? HELP? in HELP.... I got a lot of friends there because 7 of my college friends is going to study there... in KDU pula.... just depends on christopher.... he also choosing whether he should go australia or stay here for twinning programme..... TAYLORS? i don know la.....!!! soi think i better do some research before i go and register in one of them....jus let god lead the way ler....

BOTH OF US are VAIN..!!

yesterday nite, my brother attended a dinner nite...u know wat? he took two hours to get ready....i was wondeing.."boy onli worr....y he can took so long to get ready de?" i drove him there n i saw a lot of guys n gals...i cant find lengzhai n lenglui...if compared to my prom nite..i think ours is better n more glamour..eke...^.^

yesterday wen he reached home...my brother n i REALLY REALLY VAIN ..we took alot of pictures....i don know why.. jus feel bored ...so... i started to siao v him....aha..i show u later..see how vain we are k?

and i wan to tell u all something..i bored untill i can finished one story book in two nites...u see...how boring i m...last two nite...i start reading at 1.00 am n finished reading at 3.30 am...so total i jus need 7 hours to finish the book....keke..^.^

see ...reading on the bed..no wonder wear specs....

my brother kacau me...!!!! ^.^

act CUTE..!!!!

vain rite?

PENANG and MELAKA trip

i bac to ipoh d..u all know wat?i really very very super duple BORING..i really don know wat else i can do accept sleep n eat...i really wanna go bac to subang larr...haiz...everyday like live for nothing...jus one word can describe my life now...SIENZZZ...


i went to penang with my classmates on 24th of november and we stayed there for 3 days 2 nites....we realy enjoyed throughout the trip...KOK WEI, ALAN, KENNY, KEVIN, GUI YANG, VEE NEE, LING ING and I went there by bus...although it was a quite tiring trip for 8 of us.. it really worth...when the first day we reached there , of course... we went to find a place to stay..we cant find at first..all the resorts are fully booked..but luckily we managed to find 2 guest houses...boys stayed in one room n galz stay in one room...our rooms were very near de beach...so the second day we wake up about 5 something to see sunset...silly larr..we cant see anything at all...i remembered all of us looked very tired n "chan"...this is because the day before we stayed up very late to play cards n chat...but that morning...we found a crab..a BABY CRAB...but it was killed by me n vee nee..sorry crab...keke....evil-nya...



in front of our guest house



6 am..wanna see sun rise wo



that is the baby crab...

u see...all of us very tired d...sleep in the bus..^.^

we went to GURNEY PLAZA n KEK LOK SI....at gurney there...we jus shop onli...done nothing...but the second day..we went to kek lok si..i went there before so i din find anything special...jus walked up to the temple n visited those buddha idle...thats all...we took alot of pictures...we wanted to take pictures so that we can see bac n treasure those memories in the future...n now..i always do this in the nite...whenever i recall bac..i feel sad cause i reall miss them...in this 9 months, i really enjoyed my college life..9 months...is a short period but E5 can make this 9 months meaningful...E5 MISS U ALL...

u see wat kok wei do?






act cute pictures of me..

i remembered got one nite, 8 of us were sitting on the beach n chat...kok wei n alan wanna make me cry n i did...i really cried n expressed all my feelings...kevin n ling ing tried to comfort me...wat make me cried is jus 8 of us noe...i really cant control my feelings...i already told u all..i m a cheerful person n aso a very emo person...i will easily cry n my emotion easily gey sway by something n somebody....

anyway...thank u ..i jus wanna say thank u to all my frens....

let say something happy again...on 26th of november..we went to melaka...alan's hometown....he brought us to eat wan tan mee, lok lok, chicken rice ball, ice kacang, har mee, laksa...he always tell us that melaka food is nice...always praise his hometown food....but wen we eat the wan tan mee..all of us told him that it is worse than ASIA CAFE de wan tan mee..he feel bad when we say bad bout the wan tan mee...keke can u imagine how he looks like wen we tell him that?funny rite? wahaha..but there were something that we cant deny is...the other food in melaka is not bad de..he brought us to jonkee street...the street is full of funny funny things...n i like the street..thanks ya ALAN...thanks for bringing us here n there...thanks for being our driver for the two days ..

melaka food

at the st paul church in melaka

i went bac to ipoh straight away when i came bac from melaka..is really tiring..actually i already told ken wei that i will be leaving...he promised will be meeting me at subang...but that day we missed the bus n i came bac late...he waited me at asia cafe but i din managed to rush bac..he have a dinner v his parents n he have to go bac early..so i din even meet him before i left subang....this make me feel bad n sad cause i really wanted to meet him before i leave...i know is quite far from tropikana to subang...sorry ya KEN WEI...really sorry......

that nite i have dinner v my housemates..ding yee n james...besides that, i managed to meet kenny, gerard, weng wai, alan n kok wei before i left subang...that nite...when we hug each other on the street..i really feel like crying d...but i hold bac my tears...cause i feel shy to do that...i don like saying goodbye n take care to my frens...cause i feel like cannot meet each other in the future....ding yee n james make me n nicole cried cause i know we will be missing them n they will aso..

this is how i feel wen i was in penang, melaka n the day when i left subang...really sad cause we seeing each other everyday...but now...i din even see them once a week...sad rite? but i already told myself to be strong....n i m learning...i guess....

-Prom Nite-

Ermm..yesterday too tired d..so din even write anything on here...as u all know...yesterday was our Taylor SAM students prom nite...we have a wonderful moment when making up...ling ing,vee nee,vivian,nicole,wie nie,zhi yan..n i...all busying make up n set our hair....actually i jus noe how to make up ... hair.....er.... i really cant do on my own...tats y i went to the nearest saloon to do..n of course i love it....that afternoon...me n nicole went to the saloon, ling ing n vee nee do on their own...when we done our hair...outside was raining..n we have to ask keegan to fetch us...but at the end it was JAMES....anyway..thanks...

After we went bac...we started to make up...i helped nicole to make up cause she really don know...U all sure will ask..den how i know? I know because of my mummy's job...she helps the bride to set hair n make up..thats y i know a bit..keke..i help her to put BLUE colour eye shadow n i put GREEN colour..later i show u all...

I asked ken to fetch me, nicole n chris...in the afternoon he said he will be fetching us about 6.45 pm...but the prom nite start at 6.30pm....Nicole worried n she asked will us be late? THen i asked ken to fetch us earlier....haha..guess wat? By that time we totally not yet ready...we still make up-ing n we haven change our clothes yet...anyway...ken was late because he have to fetch his brother to kl for guitar lesson..i think...

When we reached there, we have to register before we can go in...The theme for the prom is "Red Carpet Glamour" ..and of course everybody wear untill so glamour untill i cant recognised some of my collegue...they all looked gorgeous. Guys were wearing coat n can u all imagine they look pretty smart?GAlZzz...haha..u all know...they all really looked very pretty..this is wat i can describe....

me n phillip..

my prom nite partner, ken wei n me...

tien khai n me...

alan, keryee, chris

our class de boys

I don know whether i really enjoyed or not...cause we are going to separate ways...i m going to miss all E5 frens n especially one person....that nite i cried....i don know y..i jus cried..i really feel sad..when i know tat.. after this..i will hardly see them n that person again..i feel like crying d...n i did..my frens ask me don cry cause we r going to meet each other again....izit? will us? i realy wondering..i really hope so....

Frank speaking....i cried because of something aso...that nite gave me alot of memories...some r sweet..some r sad...n i don wan to mention here...u all will know if u al know me...em.actualy i not that enjoyed but of course i will treasure those memories....whether it is sad or sweet..DONT WORRY E5 FRIENDS I WILL REMEMBER U ALL......

When i reached home...i talked v my housemates...n we talked till 5.30 am....we talked a lot of things..n share our feelings...nicole tell me that, from this prom..she saw many people do nt really enjoyed the prom...something r bothering them...n nicole said i m one of them..n i admitted...when i happy..my housemates will laugh v me..when i sad...they will wipe my tears away..i felt sad again cause i wondering ...will my classmate n housemates share our feelings together like what i going trough now? i definately will miss them ...DONT WORRY... I WILL MISS U ALL TOO....

I came bac from IPOH d..

I went bac to ipoh for 3 days..at there..i feel bored cause i really no frens there..my best fren now at australia n i rarely see her..n of course i miss her very very much...wat i the purpose i went bac to ipoh? i miss my home n the main purpose is i wanna buy my prom gown...wanna know wat i buy?tat day u wil know...keke..keep it as secret first..


After i went bac there..i feel better d..at least i can accept it d...very surprising...i can stand up quite fast...i don know i really can or jus pretending..but at least i tried rite?n tonite..my church fren..chee mun..thanks ya..buddy...i feel better after talking to u d...


Things going on n life also going on...SAM is finishing d..so let us appreciate it..i found out that a lot of frens really care bout me..this make me feel happy because i knew that i still very successful in my frenship...THANK YOU 4 ALL OF MY FRENS...


U know wat? i stil have my parents..my daddy n mummy..tat day wen i went bac..my mummy welcomed me v her cookings...who knows? i miss her cooking a lot..n yesterday..my daddy brought me to eat crab cause befare that itold him that i feel like eaing crab d..den of course he brought me to eat CRAB....my daddy n mummy love me rite?


U know my habit? i like to CAMWHORE....my daddy have a new phone n i like to use his phone to take pictures everytime i go bac..n u all guess wat?!!! MY daddy miss me untill he put my face in his screensaver n wallpaper...u see..this is my father..keke...let u see wat i do yesterday nite k?

U see ..i know how to edit somemore..is edited v my daddy handphone...^>^

What to Do?

Since this morning..i din eat at all..i got tuition this morning..n i went bac to sleep..i really don wan to think too much..tats y i sleep from 2 to 5 something....luckily..keegan n his frens was here n i can spend a little time v them..so that i do not think of him...

i feel very hungry .. i asked chris n nicole bring me out for dinner..guess wat? i saw him..i really thought tat i can face it bravely..but..i m WRONG...TOTALLY WRONG..!!! untill now..i cant even accept it...so..i really need all my frens to help me to stand up..i wan to become the keryee that u all know...a cheerful person...can u all help me? i don like to see myself crying n down aso..i really don like..after dinner..i went bac , i talk n share my feelings to one of my fren..she adviced me wat to do..after talking to her..i feel better d..THANKS ya..fren..

So from now on..i really have to stand up n make my life worth going on..I won force myself to forget..because when u do that..i will make myself to miss him more..of course for a fren..i will definately miss him..Don worry..i will be bac..jus need time...

...A Tiring and Moody Day..

This is not the first time i post a blog..i created one..but i forget my password.. n now.. i m creating one...This morning i have my econ test n i din sleep for 16 hours cause i really cannot sleep...may be got a lot of things bothering me...i force myself to sleep but i CANT ....i feel sad because of something n somebody very important in my life...These few days things happened unexpectally...

I don like lonely, because when i lonely i will recall many sweet memories n looked bac to those pictures...tears will roll down n i cant even control them...Today i saw him...so what? I don know whether he acted like stranger to me or i acted as a stranger to him...I felt that he din even wanted to look at me..my heart like breaking into pieces n of course.... i tried not to show in front of him...When he read my blog..i sure he know who is the person i m mentioning rite?

I really took up a lot of courage to ask him n i get an answer finally...the answer is really hurting n i m trying to accept it...i jus need time to get over these kind of things....don worry..u r still the one who i appreciate n sayang the most...Jus that..don treat me as a stranger cause i really don like tat feeling...n of course u r my best buddy now...

Tats all...time to sleep...These few days..i feel really tired..

God...pls look after that person i sayang the most...like what u normally do... help me to get trough all those things quickly n look after me..AMEN...