Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Daddy, get well soon...
I am very worry....my daddy is undergoing a small operation... i cant do anything..just can stay in kuala lumpur and worry bout him.. i really really scared and worry.... actually.. i don know my daddy is going for an operation.... is my mummy tell me when i call her because of the maxis broadband.... i want to apply for the thing because it is quite convenient for me... but i get a bad news from her... and u know what....when my mummy told me.... i felt shock.... and without any hesitation..i call my daddy and scolded him... i feel very very sad and nervous and i cried on the street.... i told him i am your daughther and you do not plan to tell me... i very angry and i cant stop crying on the street.... haiz..this is how i feel now... DADDY... HOPE YOU WILL GET WELL SOON..really miss my daddy and mummy.....
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
New Life, New Start
Its been a long time i din update my blog, and now..i quite free so i decided to update it....u all know what? i met a lot of frens here and honestly...i feel very very happy.... julie and han yen...two of them very close because they were classmates from sabah since last year...two of them have the same hairstyle and they like to use same things including bags, shoes, pencil cases, shirts.... funny rite? Beside that i met timothy, wei min in my class...he brought me to his church and now... every sunday i am going to world harvest church which is located in wangsa maju...actually is quite far from my place as i need to sit bus and lrt to reach there...
i told alan that i really tired...i don like living here....my BODY is tired, my HEART is tired and my MIND is tired also...i do not know why..i just feel tired..... and yesterday we went to one u....we went to neway and sing k....crystal got her scholarship and she decided to go bac to taylors to do twinning programme...she is one of my best fren that i get know here... alan. crsystal and me...three of us can talk and share our feelings.... we like get know to each other for a long time..but the fact is..I just know crystal in this two weeks onli...alan..i know him since last year...
Yesterday, i felt the same thing again...TIREDNESS.....CONFUSSION...SADNESS came across me... alan and crystal told me something and i feel like crying...crystal was holding my hands and i know two of them very worried bout me and they do not want to see i get hurt anymore... and of course i do not cry in front of them.... every nite..my mummy and daddy wil call me for sure... when i heard their voices...tears rolled down from my cheeks.... my mummy asked why am i crying.. i told them i want to go home..i miss home....they very worried and ask whether is anything happen there...i told them i am fine, i just missed home... you all sure say i am daddy and mummy's girl rite? actually...things happened in this two weeks... i feel tired...and my heart... i don know what to say and what i feel...i just feel tired and confused.... i really need people to guide me....alan and crystal are the ones who guide me in my life... so...yesterday when we were singing... few of us cried... i don know what was in their mind.... and i know what i am thinking..and tears dropped.... sometimes when things happened...means it was happened...they are no other ways to solve and forget about... and of course i will force myself to do so...if not...i will feel the same feelings again... SADNESS, CONFUSSION AND TIREDNESS....
i told alan that i really tired...i don like living here....my BODY is tired, my HEART is tired and my MIND is tired also...i do not know why..i just feel tired..... and yesterday we went to one u....we went to neway and sing k....crystal got her scholarship and she decided to go bac to taylors to do twinning programme...she is one of my best fren that i get know here... alan. crsystal and me...three of us can talk and share our feelings.... we like get know to each other for a long time..but the fact is..I just know crystal in this two weeks onli...alan..i know him since last year...
Yesterday, i felt the same thing again...TIREDNESS.....CONFUSSION...SADNESS came across me... alan and crystal told me something and i feel like crying...crystal was holding my hands and i know two of them very worried bout me and they do not want to see i get hurt anymore... and of course i do not cry in front of them.... every nite..my mummy and daddy wil call me for sure... when i heard their voices...tears rolled down from my cheeks.... my mummy asked why am i crying.. i told them i want to go home..i miss home....they very worried and ask whether is anything happen there...i told them i am fine, i just missed home... you all sure say i am daddy and mummy's girl rite? actually...things happened in this two weeks... i feel tired...and my heart... i don know what to say and what i feel...i just feel tired and confused.... i really need people to guide me....alan and crystal are the ones who guide me in my life... so...yesterday when we were singing... few of us cried... i don know what was in their mind.... and i know what i am thinking..and tears dropped.... sometimes when things happened...means it was happened...they are no other ways to solve and forget about... and of course i will force myself to do so...if not...i will feel the same feelings again... SADNESS, CONFUSSION AND TIREDNESS....
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Today, I do not need to wake up early in the morning to attend classes....i have three days of holidays.Past two days i attended three classes and i started to worry because i need TEN reference books for law... those books are very thick and i really scared because i do not know whether i can cope v that.... those books are full of bombastic words and i really need two dictionary in my life now... i need one law dictionary and one english dictionary to help and guide me in my studies....
In my new class, i meet a lot of people... some of them are from taylors college last time and some of them are new faces to me....my new class rep named wilson and he look like my E5 class rep, gerard...they have the blur look...eke...^.^ Yesterday nite, i stayed in yuwen's room and five gals just sit on the bed and chat... we chat a lot of things, everyone have their own problem when come to relationship thingy.. we all feel the same way...i told them about ken..untill now i will still miss him and i cant really treat him as friend...so i think i need time to do so..
Besides that, i found out that crystal have her own style and i like her style..i think I cant be like her because she really have her own attitude and i really admire the attitude that she have... she will just do what she think is right and will give her own opinion...despite in front of her parents or grandparents... cool rite? i think i cant be like her because i really do not dare to do so.... I meet EM LOYD also, a guy who act like phillip( my ex college classmate)....the way he talk, the way he walk, the way he laugh....really look like phillip....not onli i said that.. all my E5 classmates that studying with me now said that also...funny rite?
From today onwards i have to work harder because LAW is not that easy.... so let us work together ya..AJA AJA !!!!!!
In my new class, i meet a lot of people... some of them are from taylors college last time and some of them are new faces to me....my new class rep named wilson and he look like my E5 class rep, gerard...they have the blur look...eke...^.^ Yesterday nite, i stayed in yuwen's room and five gals just sit on the bed and chat... we chat a lot of things, everyone have their own problem when come to relationship thingy.. we all feel the same way...i told them about ken..untill now i will still miss him and i cant really treat him as friend...so i think i need time to do so..
Besides that, i found out that crystal have her own style and i like her style..i think I cant be like her because she really have her own attitude and i really admire the attitude that she have... she will just do what she think is right and will give her own opinion...despite in front of her parents or grandparents... cool rite? i think i cant be like her because i really do not dare to do so.... I meet EM LOYD also, a guy who act like phillip( my ex college classmate)....the way he talk, the way he walk, the way he laugh....really look like phillip....not onli i said that.. all my E5 classmates that studying with me now said that also...funny rite?
From today onwards i have to work harder because LAW is not that easy.... so let us work together ya..AJA AJA !!!!!!
Today, I do not need to wake up early in the morning to attend classes....i have three days of holidays.Past two days i attended three classes and i started to worry because i need TEN reference books for law... those books are very thick and i really scared because i do not know whether i can cope v that.... those books are full of bombastic words and i really need two dictionary in my life now... i need one law dictionary and one english dictionary to help and guide me in my studies....
In my new class, i meet a lot of people... some of them are from taylors college last time and some of them are new faces to me....my new class rep named wilson and he look like my E5 class rep, gerard...they have the blur look...eke...^.^ Yesterday nite, i stayed in yuwen's room and five gals just sit on the bed and chat... we chat a lot of things, everyone have their own problem when come to relationship thingy.. we all feel the same way...i told them about ken..untill now i will still miss him and i cant really treat him as friend...so i think i need time to do so..
Besides that, i found out that crystal have her own style and i like her style..i think I cant be like her because she really have her own attitude and i really admire the attitude that she have... she will just do what she think is right and will give her own opinion...despite in front of her parents or grandparents... cool rite? i think i cant be like her because i really do not dare to do so.... I meet EM LOYD also, a guy who act like phillip( my ex college classmate)....the way he talk, the way he walk, the way he laugh....really look like phillip....not onli i said that.. all my E5 classmates that studying with me now said that also...funny rite?
From today onwards i have to work harder because LAW is not that easy.... so let us work together ya..AJA AJA !!!!!!
In my new class, i meet a lot of people... some of them are from taylors college last time and some of them are new faces to me....my new class rep named wilson and he look like my E5 class rep, gerard...they have the blur look...eke...^.^ Yesterday nite, i stayed in yuwen's room and five gals just sit on the bed and chat... we chat a lot of things, everyone have their own problem when come to relationship thingy.. we all feel the same way...i told them about ken..untill now i will still miss him and i cant really treat him as friend...so i think i need time to do so..
Besides that, i found out that crystal have her own style and i like her style..i think I cant be like her because she really have her own attitude and i really admire the attitude that she have... she will just do what she think is right and will give her own opinion...despite in front of her parents or grandparents... cool rite? i think i cant be like her because i really do not dare to do so.... I meet EM LOYD also, a guy who act like phillip( my ex college classmate)....the way he talk, the way he walk, the way he laugh....really look like phillip....not onli i said that.. all my E5 classmates that studying with me now said that also...funny rite?
From today onwards i have to work harder because LAW is not that easy.... so let us work together ya..AJA AJA !!!!!!
Monday, January 7, 2008
This is my third day in HELP residence… this is the first time that I was staying with an outsider… my roommate is a Chinese and her name is WEI LYN. She is from Penang and she is studying psychology in HELP too… but she is studying in the different building with me… I am going to start my lesson on Monday, the 7th of January… I am eager to meet my new classmates and make more new friends… I have five ex classmates (Kenny, Alan, Zhi Yan, Yu Wen and Carmen) that are studying with me in HELP… so I guess... I can get use to my new university very soon…. But there are things that I can’t get use to it … my new roommate and the new mattress that I am using now…. She is a nice person but I still feel scared to talk to her… cause we still new to each other… so I think I need some time….last time I was staying in one room with my cousin, NICOLE when we were studying in Taylor’s college.. I do not have any problems when I was staying with her because since young we are very close to each other… but now she is studying pharmacy in IMU near Bukit Jalil...NIC,I MISS U LA.. The mattress is very hard and I cant sleep well… when I turn around, I will get awake because it is really hard and uncomfortable for me… so I think I am going to tell my parents and see what can I do to solve this problem lorr… ha-ha… and the room that I am staying now is damn small if compared to my subang room… the rental in HELP residence is RM 470 but it do not include the electricity bill. So me and my roommate have to divide among ourselves… the subang rental was RM 480 but it included the electricity bill... so it is cheaper… now.. I can’t on my air con whenever I like because I have to pay on my own… (Sweat!!) . The conclusion is… I still need time to get use to my new life in HELP…. Please pray for me ya…!!! ^.^
This morning I woke up at 8 am because I had to attend the orientation…. I can see part of my new classmates… they are the ones who will study with me for the next two years in HELP…. last time, the place that I stayed was very near to my college and I just need to walk about three minutes, then I can reach the college... besides that, the place is very convenient to me because there are a lot of restaurants and ASIA CAFÉ. There are just around the place… but now… the place where i am staying now is quite inconvenient for me… I have to walk quite far to have my dinner… here.. got a lot of mamak stalls and I cant even find a Chinese restaurant… if u want other food besides mamak food… u have to walk a bit further to eat fast food... KFC, PIZZA, MCD… and honestly I do not like these kind of food… GOD, don’t tell me that I am going to eat this every day for lunch and dinner!!!
This morning I woke up at 8 am because I had to attend the orientation…. I can see part of my new classmates… they are the ones who will study with me for the next two years in HELP…. last time, the place that I stayed was very near to my college and I just need to walk about three minutes, then I can reach the college... besides that, the place is very convenient to me because there are a lot of restaurants and ASIA CAFÉ. There are just around the place… but now… the place where i am staying now is quite inconvenient for me… I have to walk quite far to have my dinner… here.. got a lot of mamak stalls and I cant even find a Chinese restaurant… if u want other food besides mamak food… u have to walk a bit further to eat fast food... KFC, PIZZA, MCD… and honestly I do not like these kind of food… GOD, don’t tell me that I am going to eat this every day for lunch and dinner!!!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)