-Prom Nite-

Ermm..yesterday too tired d..so din even write anything on here...as u all know...yesterday was our Taylor SAM students prom nite...we have a wonderful moment when making up...ling ing,vee nee,vivian,nicole,wie nie,zhi yan..n i...all busying make up n set our hair....actually i jus noe how to make up ... hair.....er.... i really cant do on my own...tats y i went to the nearest saloon to do..n of course i love it....that afternoon...me n nicole went to the saloon, ling ing n vee nee do on their own...when we done our hair...outside was raining..n we have to ask keegan to fetch us...but at the end it was JAMES....anyway..thanks...

After we went bac...we started to make up...i helped nicole to make up cause she really don know...U all sure will ask..den how i know? I know because of my mummy's job...she helps the bride to set hair n make up..thats y i know a bit..keke..i help her to put BLUE colour eye shadow n i put GREEN colour..later i show u all...

I asked ken to fetch me, nicole n chris...in the afternoon he said he will be fetching us about 6.45 pm...but the prom nite start at 6.30pm....Nicole worried n she asked will us be late? THen i asked ken to fetch us earlier....haha..guess wat? By that time we totally not yet ready...we still make up-ing n we haven change our clothes yet...anyway...ken was late because he have to fetch his brother to kl for guitar lesson..i think...

When we reached there, we have to register before we can go in...The theme for the prom is "Red Carpet Glamour" ..and of course everybody wear untill so glamour untill i cant recognised some of my collegue...they all looked gorgeous. Guys were wearing coat n can u all imagine they look pretty smart?GAlZzz...haha..u all know...they all really looked very pretty..this is wat i can describe....

me n phillip..

my prom nite partner, ken wei n me...

tien khai n me...

alan, keryee, chris

our class de boys

I don know whether i really enjoyed or not...cause we are going to separate ways...i m going to miss all E5 frens n especially one person....that nite i cried....i don know y..i jus cried..i really feel sad..when i know tat.. after this..i will hardly see them n that person again..i feel like crying d...n i did..my frens ask me don cry cause we r going to meet each other again....izit? will us? i realy wondering..i really hope so....

Frank speaking....i cried because of something aso...that nite gave me alot of memories...some r sweet..some r sad...n i don wan to mention here...u all will know if u al know me...em.actualy i not that enjoyed but of course i will treasure those memories....whether it is sad or sweet..DONT WORRY E5 FRIENDS I WILL REMEMBER U ALL......

When i reached home...i talked v my housemates...n we talked till 5.30 am....we talked a lot of things..n share our feelings...nicole tell me that, from this prom..she saw many people do nt really enjoyed the prom...something r bothering them...n nicole said i m one of them..n i admitted...when i happy..my housemates will laugh v me..when i sad...they will wipe my tears away..i felt sad again cause i wondering ...will my classmate n housemates share our feelings together like what i going trough now? i definately will miss them ...DONT WORRY... I WILL MISS U ALL TOO....

I came bac from IPOH d..

I went bac to ipoh for 3 days..at there..i feel bored cause i really no frens there..my best fren now at australia n i rarely see her..n of course i miss her very very much...wat i the purpose i went bac to ipoh? i miss my home n the main purpose is i wanna buy my prom gown...wanna know wat i buy?tat day u wil know...keke..keep it as secret first..


After i went bac there..i feel better d..at least i can accept it d...very surprising...i can stand up quite fast...i don know i really can or jus pretending..but at least i tried rite?n tonite..my church fren..chee mun..thanks ya..buddy...i feel better after talking to u d...


Things going on n life also going on...SAM is finishing d..so let us appreciate it..i found out that a lot of frens really care bout me..this make me feel happy because i knew that i still very successful in my frenship...THANK YOU 4 ALL OF MY FRENS...


U know wat? i stil have my parents..my daddy n mummy..tat day wen i went bac..my mummy welcomed me v her cookings...who knows? i miss her cooking a lot..n yesterday..my daddy brought me to eat crab cause befare that itold him that i feel like eaing crab d..den of course he brought me to eat CRAB....my daddy n mummy love me rite?


U know my habit? i like to CAMWHORE....my daddy have a new phone n i like to use his phone to take pictures everytime i go bac..n u all guess wat?!!! MY daddy miss me untill he put my face in his screensaver n wallpaper...u see..this is my father..keke...let u see wat i do yesterday nite k?

U see ..i know how to edit somemore..is edited v my daddy handphone...^>^

What to Do?

Since this morning..i din eat at all..i got tuition this morning..n i went bac to sleep..i really don wan to think too much..tats y i sleep from 2 to 5 something....luckily..keegan n his frens was here n i can spend a little time v them..so that i do not think of him...

i feel very hungry .. i asked chris n nicole bring me out for dinner..guess wat? i saw him..i really thought tat i can face it bravely..but..i m WRONG...TOTALLY WRONG..!!! untill now..i cant even accept it...so..i really need all my frens to help me to stand up..i wan to become the keryee that u all know...a cheerful person...can u all help me? i don like to see myself crying n down aso..i really don like..after dinner..i went bac , i talk n share my feelings to one of my fren..she adviced me wat to do..after talking to her..i feel better d..THANKS ya..fren..

So from now on..i really have to stand up n make my life worth going on..I won force myself to forget..because when u do that..i will make myself to miss him more..of course for a fren..i will definately miss him..Don worry..i will be bac..jus need time...

...A Tiring and Moody Day..

This is not the first time i post a blog..i created one..but i forget my password.. n now.. i m creating one...This morning i have my econ test n i din sleep for 16 hours cause i really cannot sleep...may be got a lot of things bothering me...i force myself to sleep but i CANT ....i feel sad because of something n somebody very important in my life...These few days things happened unexpectally...

I don like lonely, because when i lonely i will recall many sweet memories n looked bac to those pictures...tears will roll down n i cant even control them...Today i saw him...so what? I don know whether he acted like stranger to me or i acted as a stranger to him...I felt that he din even wanted to look at me..my heart like breaking into pieces n of course.... i tried not to show in front of him...When he read my blog..i sure he know who is the person i m mentioning rite?

I really took up a lot of courage to ask him n i get an answer finally...the answer is really hurting n i m trying to accept it...i jus need time to get over these kind of things....don worry..u r still the one who i appreciate n sayang the most...Jus that..don treat me as a stranger cause i really don like tat feeling...n of course u r my best buddy now...

Tats all...time to sleep...These few days..i feel really tired..

God...pls look after that person i sayang the most...like what u normally do... help me to get trough all those things quickly n look after me..AMEN...