Wednesday, February 25, 2009

恋人未满

为什么只和你能聊一整夜
为什么才道别就又想见面
在朋友里面就数你最特别
总让我觉得很亲很贴
为什么你在意谁陪我逛街
为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我,比别人多一些
却又不说是多哪一些
友达以上恋人未满
甜蜜心烦,愉悦混乱
我们以后会变怎样
我迫不及待想知道答案
再靠近一点就让你牵手
再勇敢一点我就跟你走
你还等什么时间已经不多
再下去只好只作朋友
再向前一点点我就会点头
再冲动一点点我就不闪躲
不过三个字别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口
你就能拥有我
为什么你寂寞只想要我陪
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面明明都有感觉
为什么不敢面对
我不相信
都动了感情却到不了爱情
那么贴心却进不了心底
你能不能快一点决定
对我说我爱你

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Sick...

i think i am getting sick d...
i feel that my body is tired and hot...
the "bones" are pain....
i told someone...
but the fren of mine do not mind and bother....
i feel disappointed....
when you alone in KL, sick somemore..
No one take care of you...
then u can imagine how "charm" d la....
sad...Sobzzzz...T.T,,,
is Ok, I will be strong and do not manja anyone....

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

因为某人

我 是一个平凡得不得了的女生
甚至会不起眼 我是如此渺小

爱 是什么?
十九岁的我有资格谈这一类的东西吗?
不是该要好好念书吗?
某年某月某一天
我认识了一个让我自己变得不平凡的--某人
某人的关心和体贴 让我知道我再也不会平凡

我 心中有太多不能说的秘密和感受
我 有着不能和任何人述说和分享的秘密
这是我一辈子与某人的秘密和约定

我永远都找不到,到不了那爱情所谓的美好
我一直都在寻找
明明知道最后都不能如我所愿
但我还是不停的越陷越深 我认然愿意等待

因为我已经停不下来了
我只能往前走 只能见一步,走一步
我很害怕、天知道我是多么的害怕
但 某人你知道吗?
知道我想的是什么吗?
但 我不愿停止 也不愿放弃

你知道吗 要放弃一个人是需要多么多的勇气和毅力
我知道我完全没有那种勇气和毅力
所以我只能像鸵鸟一样 把自己埋在土堆里
不去管和理会任何的东西
现实归现实 但懦弱的我像瞎了一样 聋了一样 不去理会
我以为这样现实就会离我而去 但 事情却并不是那样

我 变了许多 那股顽强和倔强已经没有了
某人感觉到了吗?
我 再也没有发脾气 不敢发脾气
因为某人会皱起眉头 不喜欢
我很努力压抑自己 就因为这样所以常常让自己受委屈
但 我不在乎 因为某人你

对我来说某人真的非常重要
没了某人 我知道我会窒息
笑容离我而去 眼泪缠上我
像世界没了色彩 歌声不再动听 所有东西都成了黑与白

现在我所面对的东西跟本没人会知道
就只有我和某人了解 大家都活在回忆里
某人你辛苦,累吗?其实我辛苦和累了
妒忌不停地在我心中翻滚
但 我会努力学着控制和掩饰
因为某人你 让我再一次有勇气去和辛苦和累做对抗

“心痛”像是我的好朋友 常常找上我
但 我没有投诉 因为某人
某人懂我的一切 但 我却不懂某人想的是什么
好想知道某人想的是什么

因为某人想的东西并不是我所想的 好希望某人能够明白和谅解我
我无时无刻都害怕某人跟我重复同样的话--“放弃吧,对你会好一点”
可是固执的我总懂我自己该做什么
我 不会轻易放弃 因为还不是时候
等吗? 我不知道...

“疲惫” 也像是我的知己一样 常常找上我
我不敢和某人说 因为某人又会再一次叫我放弃或离开
每当某人和我说这些的时候 好奇的我会想知道某人会心痛吗?
但 我心却很痛 因为我根本不想离开或放弃
所以某人 不要再叫我放弃或离开

让我静静的付出 可以吗?
多相信我一点 相信我所说的一切
因为我一直认为 某人你会懂我


我不怕眼泪和疲惫 我会变得坚强 因为某人你.....

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

612 星球

滿園玫瑰 我以為找到我那一朵
認真愛了 卻狠狠刺傷我的雙手
責備什麼人也沒有用
玫瑰都紅 難免看錯
望著天空 愛是否活在童話裏頭
小王子說 有些事流浪過才會懂
原來每顆心都有個洞
找不到真愛 會一直寂寞
我但願有一個人在等我
在屬於我的612星球
好讓我忍著痛也願意往下走
不快樂至少要有夢
一定會有一個人在等我
無條件擁抱著我的所有
相遇前我還要翻越多少山丘
花別謝太快 請你等等我
擦乾眼淚一個人漂流在這宇宙
小王子說 愛一定開在某個角落
路上相愛的人那麼多
我會幸福嗎 在什麼時候
My fren send me this song...today i very emo...i do not know why...tears keep on droping...my heart is very pain....is really pain... i got alot of things that have to be keep as a secret and i do not have a suitable fren to share with...i tried very hard to keep those secrets that no one know...those secrets are located deep inside my heart...so, i started to feel tired and i am running away again..from reality... i miss home...
But, I think i miss the PAST more...

Monday, February 9, 2009

I'm AlreadyThere

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say
I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing
that came to his mind
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know
I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there
She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids
they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll be
in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light
and close your eyes
I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there 'till the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there ''till the end
Can you feel the love
that we share
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already
There
Touching? ^^

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Moistfull...

MOISTFULL ..wondering what is that rite? is a mask....my fren bought me a mask....we promised to exchanged present on christmas de...and u all know what? today onli i got chance to pass it to my fren....Luckily i passed it to him today if not i think it will become valentine present d...

i bought a Nike bottle for my fren...a grey bottle...actually, i like pink colour...but i think i wont use it for long...so i decided not to buy it but i bought it for my fren as christmas present..i hope he like it...cause i think it is useful...haha..^^

we exchanged our present in LRT station... i feel shocked when i get his present cause it is from ETUDE HOUSE....it sells some girls stuff de...such as face products, cosmetics and body care products de...so i wondering, he went with who and bought my present?...finally, he bought me a mask named "MOISTFULL"..so, now i am trying whether izit really moistfull? haha^^..wait me finish using, then i will tell u the effect ya...

Anyway,Daddy Fish, thanks ya, do like the present..^^

Erm, you know what? one of my super duple close fren LOU GAI d...the fren of mine don want answer my fon...i got a lot of things to share with her...i want to show her things...but she ignored me...i feel damn sad lo...cant contact her at all..haiz....i kept calling her...hope that she will answer my fon, but i only felt disappointment....SOBZZ....do miss her...

Everyone is leaving to australia d...i feel "em she dak" ba...yesterday, phillip is going to adelaide d...so a bunch of frens is going to airport and send him off...but, u know what? i cant even see him ..he had o go in and check in d...but that time me and alan is finding for parking..during the way 2 airport, alan they all drove damn fast la...160...that time i talking on the fon, i just cut the conversation off and "HELP" alan to see cars...i just know how to scream inside the car...cause they all drive like MAD ppl.... Mei QI is leading the way....She drive MY V...but hoh, she can speed till 160...so this already proved that....PERODUA punya car can speed de...no DOUBT..!!!!

I feel damn scared when sittiing in the car...cause too fast d...kok wei told me he can feel that all the trees and things is flying pass the window..and i just can tell him, i no time to see those scene outside alan's car....haha...damn dangerous...Mei qi wanted to cut a loooong lorry...and there is a bus coming on the opposite road...alan's car is at the back of mei qi's car, we cant cut the lorry cause there is not enough time...can u imagine, u are looking your fren driving at the back, and the bus is coming opposite..and nearly...."BANG" her...?!!!!!what the....mei qi....don drive like that d!!!!

Besides that, kok wei also the another one, nearly "BANG" a kancil....Me and Alan saw it.....!!!! phew....one word to describe....DANGEROUS....plsss ar..no next time...if not i think i will cry....if want eat seafood in KLANG....send our fren off onli we go and enjoy...cause last nite is an experience for me...BAD EXPERIENCE!!!!

Thursday, February 5, 2009

我还想她

Long time din update my blog d...chinese new year is going to end...this year, i had a boring new year...^^ blek... i heard a song today...i fall in LOVE with that song....i think...!!

泪水将我淹没 到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉 这段感情
我才终于明白 办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这 一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答

我才终于明白 办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这 一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答
我不爱 我不痛 我不懂
我的心早已经掏空
真心话言不由衷
请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这 一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答

别告诉她 我还想她
就让沉默 代替所有回答
This song quite meaningful for me...i "gek lou" someone today..i tried to download this song today, but i cannot download it...my fren purposely online and help me download...u know..i very bad...my fren wait me online so she can send to me de...but i went out v my frens so i came back late...she angry d..i think...anyway...don angry d ler k? i know i am bad..
i very appreciate what u do...thanks ya...don angry d ya..muackz ^^
Baby fish Rene is missing someone now...Sobzzz...You know who?....haha^^