One of my fren is going to change his course...for me..definately will feel sad and terrible...everything seems to be changing starting from today...u know who you are.... i am not that kind of person that like to show how i feel...sometimes i think and feel like keeping it in my heart... since you will be leaving... better keep it and forget bout it... very emo this few days..don know what to say, don know what to do, don know how can i describe my feelings... my friends called him and tell him something that i do not wish to let him know ...i really do not wish to let him know what i am thinking .... sometimes remain friends better than everything, agree rite? at least we do not have that awkward feeling...
Dont worry, i not that kind of person that will halang people for their own future..although is quite hurting while send the fren that i very appreciate and care off..i will still wish him all the best in the future...everything need time and now i am learning to stand strong and independent... do not think that i am that cheerful and strong... actually, i need people to take care me also ... suddenly miss my parents...at least in home, i am my parents princess and they will protect me and sayang me... too tired by living alone here... everything have to settle on my own and many things have to be done... too tired...wish me luck also ya...
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